Minha familia Querida,
First things first. I love you. Dad, I love you. Mom, I love you. Violet and Co., I love you. Ricole, I love you. Mitch, I love you. Blaze and Lucy, hello.
I miss you all. Everyday is so long that they each have their ups and downs, and then all of a sudden I'm waking up again to start over. I'm working hard, I'm trying to at least. I can't tell you how much I enjoy getting letters/packages from you. Today was especially bem because I got a package from Gabby (I picked it up and found out it was from her about two minutes after I sent a letter to her haha). It was full of Texas stuff haha. Will you tell her thanks for me somehow? I'll send another letter too. And then I got a plate of goodies from Ricole and some of her friends! I have the best family and friends. Speaking of family, the other day, the Elders from the district were asking to see pictures of everyone's family, so i whipped out that awesome lil album and you should have seen their reaction. They thought we looked like the perfect family. I thought to myself, we're not always perfect- we usually are, haha- but not always, but I also thought, I would not change a single thing about our family. I repeat what I said earlier, I love you all so much. It is such an awesome feeling to know that even though I'm on a mission, and we're apart for a short time, I can be with you forever. I can't think of anything greater. Man, you're making me tear up over this keyboard.
I'm learning so much. So much about Portuguese, about the Gospel, about how to share the Gospel. I'm really being stretched here. Truly. And at times, I feel like I can't stretch anymore, and the Lord might just have to make do with what He has in me. I just don't see how I will be able to become what He needs out of me. I never ever came close to realizing the difficulties of a mission, and believe me, I know there are plenty more to come, but I know that through the stretching, He is making me into what He needs. I've learned that I will never be able to become what He needs, at least not by myself. But we, me and Him and you, with all of us, I can serve an honorable mission. I pray for you all every night, every day, whenever I can. And I don't think I ever understood the power of prayer before I came here, but I'm beginning to learn. And I also discovered something that I should have discovered a long time ago, in prayer, you don't have to just thank Him or just ask from Him, you can pour your heart out to Him too. After all, isn't that what He wants from us, our hearts?
I'm starting to see more and more everyday why we need a Savior. I also learn every day that I know very very little, but behind that thin film of knowledge, I have faith, and faith is the first principle of the Gospel, not knowledge. I went to the Temple today, and I thought to myself, I have so much to learn, so much to become. But being in the Temple was probably the most peaceful I've felt in a long time. At the very same moment, I was experiencing a deep humbling realization of how much I lack, but I was also feeling God's love and His peace. I know that He is our Father, and He loves us. He doesn't just love us in the "Football Coach" kind of love either, that's the kind of love that is only concerned about winning and not so much about His players. Surely He does want us to "win" and to return to Him, to become more like Him, but I know that He is also concerned about His players, for His players are His Children. That's why we're here on this playing field of mortality (I promise I'll stop with the analogy soon haha), because we have a very special goal in mind, a goal that can only be won with the Help of Jesus Christ. I'm a missionary for the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints, which is a daunting call to live up to, and although I don't know everything about Jesus Christ, I know enough. He lives. He came to the Earth and He suffered. He suffered in every possible way. Only He could do it. He died so that we might live together as families forever. I love Him, and I want to become closer to Him.
Family, I love you. Don't ever worry about me. Of course there are difficulties, of course. But as long as I'm doing the right thing, and I'm trying, I'm in the Lord's hands. He will protect me, strengthen me, and He will certainly stretch me. For that is what He needs to do to me to accomplish His Will, and accepting His will is the most important thing anyone can ever do. I love you all so much. More than ever before, more than I can tell you.
Elder Rogers



