First of all, thank you so much for the package, it meant so much to me. It really lifted my spirits. And i also received a goody-box from the Vasquezes, so could you pass on my thanks, please? I got a letter from the Sants, which was awesome. It's also really nice to get mail, even when it's just a little note or something. Gabby also wrote me. Thank you all so much for your support and your willingness to not forget about me.
Mom, thanks for letting me know about the visa, that's exciting. i just got an email from one of my friends (E. Orr) from the mtc and he said that he and e. ortega are both in brasil now haha. did i tell you about that bishop that works in the missionary department? he told me on saturday that 70 visas to brasil came through last week. isn't that crazy? so things look positive about the visa. probably the best indicator is that our area here in slc is really starting to heat up. that probably means i'm leaving soon haha. i'm just kidding of course. (i just talked to one of the assistants for the mission about 2 minutes ago and he told us that tomorrow we are going to receive another brasilian visa waiter. back to a trio! which is actually really nice because with a third missionary we are allowed to enter the homes of single women. apparently, E. ramos wanted another one haha, so we're getting on!) i usually try to forget about the visa. last week i made a list of 5 things that i'm going to forget about, one of them was my visa. it's not always easy, but when we're busy, i never think about it.
this weekend has been really amazing. we had a baptism on saturday. i might have mentioned her before, she is an older sister who was referred to us from the ward immediately after we arrived here. we started meeting with her that week and she was baptized yesterday. it was so incredible because she says she has been waiting for her baptism since 1987! isn't that crazy? there is just such a sweet and pure spirit at baptisms. i never noticed it before my mission. but baptisms have easily been the most peaceful moments of my mission. sundays are usuallly crazy busy (i got to pass the Sacrament yesterday! haha) and so it's harder to feel that same peace. and i havent been able to go to the temple yet, so baptismal services are just amazing. i never want them to end. i'm starting to notice something about the nature of baptisms. that is, missionaries really do very little to bring them about. of course we call people and schedule the buildings and help people pick a date, and yes, we usually offer the invitation, but the truth is that God is the One preparing these people for their baptisms. it's been amazing to witness, especially after some of the miracles of this weekend (which i'll mention in a second). The Spirit has already been working with these people and one way or another, they get in contact with missionaries, and that's when the dance begins. and if the investigators keep acting in faith, keep listening to the holy ghost and the missionaries don't get in the way of the Spirit, they will eventually receive the blessings that God has in store for them, which comes through baptism. man, every time i write an email i feel like i can only communicate about 30% of the meaning that i want to say, but i just don't know how to do it. I'm sorry, fam.
so let me tell you about some of the miracles that God poured out yesterday. It started with the confirmation of the sister that was baptized on saturday. She was confirmed by a man in the ward who just came back from inactivity and who has been teaching this sister with us. that whole story with him is a miracle in itself too. being able to stand in the circle and listen to this man perform such a sacred ordinance for a sister who has been waiting for 24 years was just incredible. miracle. this man has become one of my favorite people that i've met on my mission, i consider him a great friend. then, after that Sacrament meeting, e. ramos and i went to different parts of the chapel to talk to two different investigators who were in that ward. one is the daughter of the recent convert woman and the other was a referral from the ward that has been really difficult to meet with, so we really wanted to catch them both before they left. I met with the latter, and after 2 and a half weeks of struggling to make an appointment, this young woman and her mother (a less active member) told us we could come over that night! miracle. she has never met with the missionaries, but she has already born her testimony at church, and she already wants to be baptized. double miracle. (like i said, God is already preparing His children to be happier, one of the biggest responsibilities of missionaries is to not get in His way. it's so true. we're trying haha.) meanwhile, e. ramos is talking to the other lady, who agreed to meet with us on tuesday, our second meeting with her since we arrived. boom, miracle. we go to another building with another ward, where we talk to the mother of a 9 year old boy who we're teaching. they all want him to be baptized, he wants it, and we want to make it happen for him. the only problem is that the person who is supposed to perform the baptism for him (his uncle) has been really difficult to work with, especially since we've never been able to talk with him directly. but this boy's mother agreed to give us the grandmother phone number so that we could get the uncle's number from her. i know, it's confusing haha. miracle. in the same ward there are two young kids who have been coming to church with their mother who want to be baptized, but again, it's been tough to work out a time to actually sit down with them. all of a sudden, on sunday, their mother is super receptive to us, she talks to the bishop and both of the kids are preparing for baptism in a few weeks. miracle times two. remember that family that i went on about last week? the one i compared to the carpenters? we've been trying to catch them at home throughout the week because we got bought a picture frame at wally world and put The Proclamation in it and we've been wanting to deliver it to them. last night they were home! we had a great discussion with them and the wife told us that she had seen the Proclamation in her parent's house and she actually wanted one of their own. well now they do. bam, miracle. there are even more, but i dont have time for all of them, so i'll just mention one more miracle.... i'm learning....i think i'm actually changing...miracles.
i don't have a lot of time, but i also wanted to mention that we just had zone conference on friday. it was the first one i had ever been to and i didnt know what to expect, but it was just awesome. the day was filled with learning and training and snacking on pretzels and practicing and feeling the Spirit. and i wont explain it in this email, but zone conference ended with one of the greatest spiritual experiences i've ever had. It was one of those times when God lets one of His children know that He loves them, but this time it happened to me. i'll never forget it.
So, thank you, family, for making that happen. i love you all. thank you so much for all the support and the prayers, i dont want to think about what it would be like with those things or without all of you. stay strong and be happy. part of our covenant is to endure to the end, it's just as important as faith, repentance, baptism, and the Holy Ghost. i'll try to remember that if you do too. i love you all so much.
sincerely,
E. Jonathan Todd Rogers
P.S. Dad, happy 30th birthday this saturday. i'll be thinking about you, and i'll say a special prayer for you. it will probably mostly just be me thanking God for letting me be your son. I love you more than I know how to describe.


